Saturday, 16 May 2015

XaviFilms is Moving Home

No doubt I've named this post incredibly dramatic, considering this blog is really only a beginners, not hugely read site, but nevertheless I'd like to inform the readers that do come to this blog of it's future. As I'm slowly (rapidly) turning into an adult (primary by age, hopefully not too much mentally) and it's going to be time to start thinking towards the future etc I thought it only correct to reconsider this blog. Now, I have no striking problems with blogger as a site, it's been pretty easy to write and publish these posts; albeit with a few confusions as to the reader statistics. But I will be concentrating on blogging on Wordpress instead, Wordpress has a widely recognised reputation for being more customisable (something I personally really enjoy having control of, and have struggled with slightly on here) and, in general, is recognized better professionally speaking. As snobby as that sounds, it is not meant to. I just think that as many writers and professionals established in the industry I want to go into, have often had blogs and for the fact I do enjoy having a blog it was time to take it seriously and expand.... Okay, so the whole trying-not-to-be-dramatic thing isn't working out great, but hey ho!

I do want my new blog to look nice and snazzy, as well as being professional, and with a good enough quality that I would be proud to not only publish these casual blogs, but to showcase my personal portfolio for work. So, it's unsurprising that it won't be up straight away, so if it takes too long I'll still post to here and (hopefully, maybe) will transfer some, if not all, of the previous posts to the new one.

Here's to the new blog (y)

Sunday, 10 May 2015

Growing Up.

Maturity and the general evolution of people from child to adult is both difficult and fascinating. At 20 I'm at that age where things seem to be getting a little more continuous and stable, and at the same time more hectic and unpredictable. That contradiction when written down doesn't really make much sense but think about it, the frustration and confusion of adolescence begins to calm down, while the excitement and relative freedom of what the future holds begins to take place. It's time to look at the unknown with a greater perspective.

As children, we're innocent, crazy, energetic and naive and although the truth is otherwise, that childishness nature seems to go by so quickly. In its place is a strange, identity defining era of a persons life that is full of everything the world has to offer. As a kid that didn't exactly grow up with the easiest of circumstances that period of adolescence was particularly memorable for me; both positively and negatively, but I think whoever you are the same things apply. Whatever happens and wherever you live,that transition shouldn't be looked on with too much regret, or too easily forgotten, because it's not all bad, a lot of it is incredible. You're meeting some of your greatest and closest friends, you're discovering things you never knew existed, you're finding out who you are, and what you like, what you want to be. Contrary to popular belief as well, it's in my opinion that this period of your life is where you have the time to make mistakes and the time to be hurt, and pick yourself up from it. Friends come and go, but it's not the end of the world because you've still got the rest of your life to either find better friends, or rekindle that friendship at a later time.

Everything seems so incredibly condensed looking back on the past 10 years of my life, and it truly is absolutely bemusing to understand how much happens in what feels like such a short time. It was a very difficult time of my life yet similarly it was a time of intense hilarity and inspiration. That's the main thing I guess I'm trying to get to in this post. Growing up is difficult, and losing people is tricky, but in the end no matter what you do it's inspirational and influential in later life. So, if you're reading this and you're going through that transition still, let it happen, don't try to stop it and realise that every fall down is really a benefit in the long run. Likewise, if you're my age or older for that matter, even if it doesn't feel like it, there is something, anything about yourself that is amazing. That thing, no doubt, will have come from a long time of changing, discovering, hurting and healing.

So don't be sad it happened; celebrate how it shaped you.